no.
but there's nothing like a pint of ben & jerry's and the best excuse in the world to eat it.
Wednesday, August 9, 2006
Tuesday, August 8, 2006
Sunday, August 6, 2006
sorry meeks
nothing to report here :). it's my grandmother's birthday, so it would have been cool though.
Wednesday, August 2, 2006
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
waiting for mikey
one week and two days left until the due date. one week baby! one week!
... and then there is the chance that mikey doesn't feel like it yet and stays inside for another three weeks. i keep playing 'waiting for jaden' in my head (alo, people. get with the program). speaking of which.... alo is playing the melkweg tomorrow!!!! woot!!!! now let's hope they won't pull a dmb and make it their close to only performance here.
it's still all pretty all-absorbing. it's exciting and scary and wonderful. and also the most UNCOMFORTABLE i have ever felt. like i swallowed a skippy ball which is slowly being inflated until i burst. last night i didn't know whether to sit, lay or stand in bed in order to get some sleep. everything hurts. my back, my hips, my legs, my arms.
enough complaining. it's 10.42 and i'm still in my bathrobe. something i haven't experienced since i was a fulltime student. in my defense, i'm extremely exhausted from the heat we had going on here for a couple of weeks and now the lack of sleep because of my aches.
believe it or not, but i'm thinking about y'all and your wonderful country a lot these days. wondering when i get to go back. wondering if i could take mikey with me. wondering what his/her dad will think about that, since he's not the greatest fan of air travel.
one week, baby!
... and then there is the chance that mikey doesn't feel like it yet and stays inside for another three weeks. i keep playing 'waiting for jaden' in my head (alo, people. get with the program). speaking of which.... alo is playing the melkweg tomorrow!!!! woot!!!! now let's hope they won't pull a dmb and make it their close to only performance here.
it's still all pretty all-absorbing. it's exciting and scary and wonderful. and also the most UNCOMFORTABLE i have ever felt. like i swallowed a skippy ball which is slowly being inflated until i burst. last night i didn't know whether to sit, lay or stand in bed in order to get some sleep. everything hurts. my back, my hips, my legs, my arms.
enough complaining. it's 10.42 and i'm still in my bathrobe. something i haven't experienced since i was a fulltime student. in my defense, i'm extremely exhausted from the heat we had going on here for a couple of weeks and now the lack of sleep because of my aches.
believe it or not, but i'm thinking about y'all and your wonderful country a lot these days. wondering when i get to go back. wondering if i could take mikey with me. wondering what his/her dad will think about that, since he's not the greatest fan of air travel.
one week, baby!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
psssst...
it's still basically early and not so extremely hot outside yet, so i'm getting this out while i can (= while i'm not sweating my brains out yet).
two weeks and two days before my due date, and i'm beginning to not think of anything else right now. which is kind of annoying because really, there still are other things in life. on the other hand, i do understand why i can't think of anything else. these are the last days before my life will truely never ever be the same ever again.
FREAKY!
to think that mikey will be completely dependent on us (i mean, he is now too, but the only thing i have to do is eat well, don't drink or smoke and pass out from the heat every now and then - i'm not messing with his head just yet). that's a scary idea. you bring a child into the world and bam, that's the moment you start molding his personality, creating childhood trauma and partially influence the rest of his/her life.
WOAH.
the only thing i can do is try and teach mikey how to be him/herself and have confidence in that. that, and play the right music as often as i can.
two weeks and two days before my due date, and i'm beginning to not think of anything else right now. which is kind of annoying because really, there still are other things in life. on the other hand, i do understand why i can't think of anything else. these are the last days before my life will truely never ever be the same ever again.
FREAKY!
to think that mikey will be completely dependent on us (i mean, he is now too, but the only thing i have to do is eat well, don't drink or smoke and pass out from the heat every now and then - i'm not messing with his head just yet). that's a scary idea. you bring a child into the world and bam, that's the moment you start molding his personality, creating childhood trauma and partially influence the rest of his/her life.
WOAH.
the only thing i can do is try and teach mikey how to be him/herself and have confidence in that. that, and play the right music as often as i can.
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